Graduation

Could I be anymore a hard ass parent? I insisted my son complete high
school, what a bad parent!

He kept telling me he would handle it and I believe him. He did not
handle it very well. All he did was slack off till the very end.

Now he will not return my calls, he is such a dumb ass. Or I am!

Waiting for Paige.

Today I'm sitting in the Target parking lot on Route 50 in Arlington,
Virginia.

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What a #ucking chore
I do enjoy my position here where I am employed, or maybe it's just
the paycheck everyother week.

Each day is a whole new dish of Bullshit!!! Oh but what the hell?

My son grows to be a good man?

I must confess I am feeling kind of lonely today and maybe a little
sad. I see my son growing up and needing his father less and less as
he becomes a young man. Will he learn all he needs to know, to learn
about people, work, education, independence and self-reliance?

For me just to have one son was somewhat regrettable, I now wish I had
more just like Ryan. Ryan is smart and should do well with his life,
while the less he needs me the better. It still saddens me deeply. His
mother has had all the benefit of being with him daily, I on the hand
see him very little thanks to Ann.
What all has she throught our son, to lie and distrust others. To
cheat and steal to get the things you think you need from life.